Saturday, October 19, 2019

A Reminder

Trust in the Lord and do good; 
so you will live in the land, and enjoy security.
Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.  
Psalm 37:3-4   
 
I have received and read Bible Gateway's  "Verse of the Day" for years.  Sometimes I am led to delve deeper into the text and sometimes I simply delete.  This particular verse actually made me smile.  Delight is a path, not a destination.  Delight allows us to drink deeply of this moment, knowing God is intimately present, healing, and beautiful.  What other desire could measure up to this?  Who or what else is there to trust?   

   
photograph: June, 2019 
Sonoma State University   

    

Monday, October 14, 2019

Dry Houses Are a Good Thing, But Maybe Not for Otters


Absolutely one of my favorite Mary Oliver poems.  I am grateful to Panhala for sending it this morning.        

We, too, have trouble with vowels, because we are convinced that we must live our lives as stately nouns.   Today, I shall try to be more lively.  

Alas, I have no pictures of otters.   A lovely scene from Los Osos 
(September 2015) will just have to do!   


 
Almost a Conversation
 
I have not really, not yet, talked with otter
about his life.
 
He has so many teeth, he has trouble
with vowels.
 
Wherefore our understanding
is all body expression —
 
he swims like the sleekest fish,
he dives and exhales and lifts a trail of bubbles.
Little by little he trusts my eyes
and my curious body sitting on the shore.
 
Sometimes he comes close.
I admire his whiskers
and his dark fur which I would rather die than wear.
 
He has no words, still what he tells about his life
is clear.
He does not own a computer.
He imagines the river will last forever.
He does not envy the dry house I live in.
He does not wonder who or what it is that I worship.
He wonders, morning after morning, that the river
is so cold and fresh and alive, and still
I don't jump in.
 
~ Mary Oliver ~
 
(Evidence)  
 


Saturday, October 12, 2019

Hanging on to the Letting Go

We have been moving things around in the house to accommodate  the dismantling of some of our floors, and the noisy fans that are supposed to go for twenty four hours.  I struggle with and in the noise and at the moment they are unplugged - a temporary reprieve.  However, in the shuffling, I found  a book of Rumi poems given to me by a friend a few years before she died  (as much of any of us die).  Her memory often surfaces, and at times I hear her laughter as I mutter a lament about some matter that eventually reveals itself as being surprisingly trivial.  My laughter joins hers as it always has.   It is a good thing to hold this book,A Year with Rumi by Coleman Barks, and  I give thanks for all the ways we humans are connected. As intangible as poetry is, its strength is enough to hold us securely in love.        
   
A Single Brushstroke Down  
 
Light dawns, and any talk of proof 
resembles a blind man's cane at sunrise. 
 
Remember the passage, 
We are with you wherever you are. 
  
Come back to that. 
When did we ever leave it? 
  
No matter we're in a prison of forgetting 
or enjoying the banquet of wisdom, 
we are always inside presence. 
 
Drunkenly asleep, tenderly awake, 
clouded with grief, laughing like lightening, 
angry at war, quiet with gratitude, we are nothing 
in this many-mooded world of weather  
but a single brushstroke down, 
speaking of presence.   

   
Coleman Barks adds, "The word Allah in Arabic begins with strong downward mark."

   
   

Tuesday, October 1, 2019

Pondering the Beatitudes

"Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, 
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 
Blessed are you when people revile you and persecute you 
and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account.  
Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, 
for in the same they persecuted 
the prophets who were before you."  
 
Matthew 5:10-11  
   
Jesus then goes on to tell the disciples that they are the salt of the earth and and the light of the world.  This morning, as I often do, I find much comfort in the Beatitudes.  I  hear Jesus whispering, "Keep going," when I read the Sermon on the Mount.  There is always more.  There is the blessedness of God, a love that knows no end and is for all.  As the psalmist says, "Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is so high that I cannot attain it (Psalm 139:6).  
 
Thank you for journeying with me.  Let us remember to pause and look around. Heaven is very close.  Blessed be. 
 
photograph:  San Leandro, March, 2019